Amidst this mess of work, obligations, curiosity, love, kinfolk. Been with the guys too much, army-talk, encouraging them etc, thinking like a guy, turning a blind eye to certain things I would have been vehemently against. Bored out of my wits. Happened one too many times. Beginning to get these un-ladylike tendencies. Becoming one of the bros, in the worst sense of the phrase.
Seriously guys. So many of you come crawling when you need help, and believe me when I say that I help, hear you out, struggle through problems with you, only because I love you guys. & Love, enough to know that this is bad for you in the long run. You'd just end up never knowing how to go about things by yourself. & It's tough being the guy here. Can't keep spoon feeding, you need to swim for yourself. & learn how to treat a lady right.
Tough to always be the one you come crying to, for encouragement, for solace, while you save your compliments & adoration for the rest of the girls. Girl here too, so face the wrath of mood-swings.
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